Instead of wasting time decoding people who don’t have good intentions with you, you should focus on understanding yourself.
Our issues and my past issues rolled into a ball too ugly and heavy that it took me months and months to crawl out of it.
I know it hasn’t been easy because you think so much and feel so much. Your big, big heart always breaks faster than it heals.
After we cut contact, I wished I had never met him in the first place, for the only thing I knew was pain. However, over time, I was able to see how things have happened exactly the way it should and come to feel grateful for even the pain I felt, and so much more.